My husband and I are due to fly from the UK to CN for for our fourth trip on March 6th.

Since our last trip I have bought a Bengal cat and now I am feeling that I can't leave him. I know this most probably sounds stupid to most of you. It is a great wrench to me and I am half thinking of cancelling!

i do so want to want to go to CN again...but part of me wants to stay with my beautiful Bengal.